(morning writing)

Sep. 16th, 2025 07:23 am
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Recent lessons and news:

Dad called to report how great he is feeling, how much energy he has. So good to hear.

Christine had a visit with a specialist who had good news: no invasive procedure today; bad news: obviously needs a surgical treatment; good news: it's straightforward. This is to address a factor that probably contributed to her emergency room and admission. She also liked and, i think may trust, the practitioner, a rarity. (Although i think her extreme discomfort with medical treatment may have eased a little after her hospital stay.)

Chestnuts, at least my chestnuts, with the skin left on them, are perfectly edible after being chopped and simmered in a very herbal cream of butter soup. (Carrots, celery, dried mushrooms, rosemary, sage, and young onions). I assumed it would be fine with pureeing, but even the chunks i sampled were fine. I will probably peel in smaller batches than i did this weekend -- heat is needed to ease the skins off -- but now i have a use for the chestnuts that aren't perfectly cleaned.

Wait, is Carrie eating the chestnuts in the yard??!!

Yesterday's breakfast fresh figs and blueberries, chopped chestnuts, yogurt. Squeee!

Sunday afternoon - Monday evening chestnut harvest: 2 lbs 6 oz. Now curing in the bottom of the fridge.

Lutein yellow is everywhere. A mass of yellow crownbeard lines the woods edge on the east, cutleaf cone flower  is massed at the back of the orchard and in other spots within.  Swamp sunflower sprawls across the meadow, but the yellow crownbeard grows too high and hides it. I've begun my No Seeds Bleep It campaign to cut back the cutleaf coneflower where it is likely to continue its aggressive growth. It's just not quite as aggressive as deer.

In good news, where i was harvesting the cutleaf coneflower in early spring, the florabundance is remarkable.

So many bean pods on the thicket bean. Here's hoping that i can find a way to make them a bit more palatable.

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Sep. 15th, 2025 07:28 am
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Chestnuts ripening. I roasted a pound plus before discovering i should let them "cure" for two weeks in the bottom of my fridge. OK then. And maybe they will be easier to peel after that? I did use my gadget that scores the chestnuts instead of risking slicing myself with blades.

It looks like fall. The cherry tree at the driveway has a nice copper color to leaves dappling it's green. The tulip poplars are dropping their blackened leaves. Some hint at yellow, but i assume stress from what is developing as a flash drought. It's been a month since we had meaningful rain. I think we have had .15". August 14th we had a half inch. I presume this is why the fig try seems to have dried up. The grass has dried up and i hope my scalping is effective at killing off the stilt grass, although i feel sad about the fescue. We might get some rain soon. Maybe i should go buy NEW grass seed at lunch or right after work. I think the seed i bought in August was from last winter's batch.

I have had insights about some level of "depression" i am experiencing. Last Tuesday in  therapy i was explaining why i shouldn't buy all the Louisiana irises i had picked out (not quite a rainbow) over the Labor Day holiday. And - long story short - i was holding my failure to dig out the bed where they are to go against me, even though the first six months of this year did not have room for anything. And i cried and i think it was the first time i mourned something about my health this spring.

Perhaps in August the emotional weight has caught up with me.

I think there might be something about canning and missing the chance to pickle the onion scapes that has made me have some knots about "dealing with" the figs.

I should be journaling more, i think, to give my self a chance to dig at my thinking.

I did go buy the irises. I found some already sold out. I picked out replacements ... and i can get lost in the possibilities. Other research i've lost myself in includes planning for a trip to the Outer Banks, looking at trails and sound side access points, finding what fish will be in season. I hope i can buy small servings on many different fish and try them all. Turns out there are two types of shrimp - comparing them would be lovely.

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Sep. 9th, 2025 07:10 am
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Optometrist visit yesterday did not take forever, leaving me spinning a little with the extra hour, which then dissolved into audiobook listening and poking at things.  I definitely had part of my brain saying, "I didn't plan anything, oh well, can't help but fritter this away!" I am giving myself a tiny pass in that the workday was packed and i did work over the weekend to meet a deadline in the style i wanted.

The optometrist office is on my Do Not Trust With Data list ever since they seem to have hooked up with some for profit optometry management business. That year i was asked to sign a data release that signed off on releasing medical data to a for profit company. I am not sure they had read their release. They ask for my medical insurance and i decline to give them that. I'm not sure what nefarious use could be made of it, but decline under the theory that the less data people have, the less correlating information can be amassed when they eventually have a breach.

Then, my favorite new thing: you are asked to sign a note that they gave you your prescription.  "But you haven't seen me yet." "It was being forgotten." PFFFFFTTTT. I suspect they are sick of people calling up and asking for a prescription to use at one of the inexpensive glasses places, then pitching a fit when they don't get one, pointing to state law requiring they give it. Well, now one has pre-signed a document saying they did give you the prescription. It's a nice signal that making money is more important than eye health.

I'm not excited about any frames, but i think the new ones will be comfy. I will continue to wear the current pair for yard work. I do really like these frames, but they are heavy, and a bit of the metal inlay (in the metal) has snagged and broken off. I forgot to have them readjust the nose pieces before i left. Piffle.

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Sep. 7th, 2025 09:29 am
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Spent a remarkably long time making email filters yesterday: too many things i don't want to unsubscribe from but are frustrating when mixed in with different messages. Hopefully tagging and sorting by those tags will create an easy to skim, easy to purge alternative inbox.

Then worked on the work thing.

I sat on the couch all day and think that did in my lower back. I didn't want to sit at the desk.

Spicebush berries are coming in. I haven't used the ones from last year: too much waiting for a special occasion. I'd mashed the fatty fruit part up with sugar creating a rosy orange sugar i kept in the fridge. I'll probably do that again as well as a dehydration batch.

Meeting my dad and sister to celebrate Mom's birthday today. I had completely forgotten it. Which has no emotional significance for me - just the relational piece of being surprised with the need to participate in a gather.

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Sep. 6th, 2025 07:54 am
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Dad's heart surgery on Tuesday went very well, the mitral valve flap modified so there is no more backflow. Sister L was at the hospital during the day Tuesday and Wednesday. I came in Tuesday evening and helped him with dinner and various needs. L got him home on Wednesday.

I've spent the past Wednesday and Thursday evenings with Dad, slept the night on the couch, and drove home to be at work on time. This was to be there in case the surgical incision location had issues or the lingering effects of anesthesia needed counteraction by a clear headed person.

Work has been intense although i couldn't really say why.

The long Labor Day weekend had some yard work, an obsessive analysis about Louisiana Irises to identify ones that bloomed late and would give me color diversity -- and then i questioned whether i should spend money that way. (And whether i would complete the plant removal needed to create the home for them - -would having them need a home be motivation?) I also made fig jam with pectin which had irregular setting. I think the pot isn't getting hot enough in the top level, and that the first jars filled are the ones that didn't set. I will need to re-address this batch, too.

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